Tuesday, January 17, 2012

i have to go home....you are home.

some days i just feel like a winner.  i feel smart, accomplished, and like everyday i am becoming better at what i do and how i do it. 

other days, i feel like everything is on lockdown and i cannot budge an inch without everything collapsing around me.

and today, i feel like everything is liquid.  like its all contained but moving around within its limits until it settles.

i know im not fat.  i feel fat.  i want to feel thin.

i know im not ugly.  i feel ugly.  i want to feel pretty.

i know that life is hard.  it feels hard.  i want it to feel comfortable.

building blocks.  start with the basics.  and first, i have to look in the mirror and feel like a rockstar.  only then can i conquer the world. 

somedays i do feel this way.  i need to feel this way EVERY DAY!

so this is day one.  again.

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